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Sunday, June 28, 2009
'Sup guys.
I know, it's been a long time since I last updated. =.=
But, it's not like anyone's following my blog anyway. It's so dead.
I should really take out the tagboard. Not alot of people like to tag my blog. Or maybe I should just delete this whole blog. Oh well. I'm so confused at 11.21am in the morning when I just woke up like 20 mins ago.
Actually I just got back from Myanmar not too long ago.
. . .
I trailed off. Lol. Now, it's 4.06pm.
I have school tomorrow.
so not loooking forward.
I feel like being stuck in the holiday mood.
And I don't wanna cut my nails after growing them to be so long. =.= Sigh.
This is attachment. -- not good.
I'm drowning myself in disney love songs. =) those songs are good classics and most romantic man. Love them to death.
Oh well. Bye. I don't really have much to say. I don't really feel like I have any productive to say after my meditation trip and I don't really say much craps now. =.= Good or bad? Who knows.
I know, it's been a long time since I last updated. =.=
But, it's not like anyone's following my blog anyway. It's so dead.
I should really take out the tagboard. Not alot of people like to tag my blog. Or maybe I should just delete this whole blog. Oh well. I'm so confused at 11.21am in the morning when I just woke up like 20 mins ago.
Actually I just got back from Myanmar not too long ago.
. . .
I trailed off. Lol. Now, it's 4.06pm.
I have school tomorrow.
so not loooking forward.
I feel like being stuck in the holiday mood.
And I don't wanna cut my nails after growing them to be so long. =.= Sigh.
This is attachment. -- not good.
I'm drowning myself in disney love songs. =) those songs are good classics and most romantic man. Love them to death.
Oh well. Bye. I don't really have much to say. I don't really feel like I have any productive to say after my meditation trip and I don't really say much craps now. =.= Good or bad? Who knows.
♥undefined. 11:19 am
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Guess what.
I'm sick.
Like, really really really sick.
I can feel my whole body burning up. Feels like the time I got dengue fever. -.-
I'm screwed.
And whose fault is it. You know who you are. =.=
So, tomorrow, conveniently, I can't go to school.
I'll miss physics test.
I'll miss history test.
shit.
I'm sick.
Like, really really really sick.
I can feel my whole body burning up. Feels like the time I got dengue fever. -.-
I'm screwed.
And whose fault is it. You know who you are. =.=
So, tomorrow, conveniently, I can't go to school.
I'll miss physics test.
I'll miss history test.
shit.
♥undefined. 10:15 pm
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
HOHO IM ESTHER :D
AND NYEIN'S BATHIN RIGHT NOW.
imma gonnnnnna die of shockkkkkkayee tmrrrrr morningggayeeeee.
AND NYEIN'S BATHIN RIGHT NOW.
imma gonnnnnna die of shockkkkkkayee tmrrrrr morningggayeeeee.
♥undefined. 10:31 pm
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Hey People. If you were wondering if I had died, I didn't.
I had a perfectly good reason for not blogging.
But that don't mean I'm going to tell you.
=P
So anyway. Today was supposed to be a hardworking day, I did my laundry. But, in the end, I never had the motivation to do my homework. =.=
So I'm drinking Red Bull now, hoping to find my motivation for my PW project thing.
Oh and I've come with a list of looks I wanna do for my makeup! I wish I had more time to do makeup but there are alot of reasons for not doing that.
1. I have SYF.
2. I have LOADS of homework.
3. I have to MOVE.
Yes, you saw correctly. I have to move. AGAIN. This is like the nth time I'm moving. So, now, I'm going to move all the way to Bukit Batok. =.= Sigh. I'm going to die.
I hate that place. For its history and location.
I can only pray;
Toodles everyone. Happy school days. =.=
I had a perfectly good reason for not blogging.
But that don't mean I'm going to tell you.
=P
So anyway. Today was supposed to be a hardworking day, I did my laundry. But, in the end, I never had the motivation to do my homework. =.=
So I'm drinking Red Bull now, hoping to find my motivation for my PW project thing.
Oh and I've come with a list of looks I wanna do for my makeup! I wish I had more time to do makeup but there are alot of reasons for not doing that.
1. I have SYF.
2. I have LOADS of homework.
3. I have to MOVE.
Yes, you saw correctly. I have to move. AGAIN. This is like the nth time I'm moving. So, now, I'm going to move all the way to Bukit Batok. =.= Sigh. I'm going to die.
I hate that place. For its history and location.
I can only pray;
Toodles everyone. Happy school days. =.=
♥undefined. 8:38 pm
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Hiya! =D
You know what, I realised that I'm actually posting regularly. For once.
=.= Don't know how long this positive streak is going to last though.
For those who thinks my face are an intrusion to this world, I'm so sorry, but I have to post them again. =P
So anyway, before I actually post my pictures (again), I'll let you all know what happened to my exoticly boring life today.
I went to watch Street Fighter, Legend of Chun-Li today! The girl was kicking ass kinda cool! And so chio too. I'm jealous. =.=
But I had only popcorn to eat during the show. =.= Not good. I wanted wedges, but apparently the GV Marina didn't sell them. And Nicholas didn't even know what wedges were. Sigh, a deprived child.
So anyway, after I went back home. And an amazing thing happened, my room key was with Nicholas. And he has tuition. [the poor guy has tuition on everyday of his life.] 0.0
Ok, so what?
In the end, he asked his mom to bring the key all the way to my hostel for me. I felt so bad! But the mom was so cute can. She said it wasn't my fault cause Nicholas took it and didn't return to me. Haha. And she asked me if I had a curfew. So I said I had none and she was like, "So good ah? You can come back any time la!" And she sends me cute sms like: "Happy Holiays, Nick's mom." LOL. So, in the end, I didn't even know her name, I only called her Aunty.
That was my fabulous encouter with Nicholas's mom. Haha. She's so cute can. Ok, I shall stop saying that. =.=
Ok, Now, onto with the photos!
Green for money! $$.$$
Toodles everyone!
You know what, I realised that I'm actually posting regularly. For once.
=.= Don't know how long this positive streak is going to last though.
For those who thinks my face are an intrusion to this world, I'm so sorry, but I have to post them again. =P
So anyway, before I actually post my pictures (again), I'll let you all know what happened to my exoticly boring life today.
I went to watch Street Fighter, Legend of Chun-Li today! The girl was kicking ass kinda cool! And so chio too. I'm jealous. =.=
But I had only popcorn to eat during the show. =.= Not good. I wanted wedges, but apparently the GV Marina didn't sell them. And Nicholas didn't even know what wedges were. Sigh, a deprived child.
So anyway, after I went back home. And an amazing thing happened, my room key was with Nicholas. And he has tuition. [the poor guy has tuition on everyday of his life.] 0.0
Ok, so what?
In the end, he asked his mom to bring the key all the way to my hostel for me. I felt so bad! But the mom was so cute can. She said it wasn't my fault cause Nicholas took it and didn't return to me. Haha. And she asked me if I had a curfew. So I said I had none and she was like, "So good ah? You can come back any time la!" And she sends me cute sms like: "Happy Holiays, Nick's mom." LOL. So, in the end, I didn't even know her name, I only called her Aunty.
That was my fabulous encouter with Nicholas's mom. Haha. She's so cute can. Ok, I shall stop saying that. =.=
Ok, Now, onto with the photos!
Green for money! $$.$$
Toodles everyone!
♥undefined. 11:05 pm
Sorry guys, no pictures for today.
Wasn't at home so didn't create any looks.
=.=
Like anyone would actually like to look at my face.
Ever felt like sometimes you could just fade and disappear?
Now is one of those times I feel really ugly.
After watching Twilight, Marley and Me and Wild Child.
I just feel really useless. Maybe it has something to do my period. =.= What the hell. I wish this feeling would just disappear. I can't sleep. More like I'm forcing myself not to sleep. I still haven't finished my Physics Journal and File, can't find the motivation to. My PW proposal is still stagnant. Like a dead sea.
My mom's friend said I look fatter. Not just one person. Okay, so what, fat AND ugly. Such a good combo. Is it so wrong to feel happy with yourself once in a while? I can just never do that. Everytime I look at other people, there'll be something, somehow wrong with me. It's like, I'm designed to be ocstrasized in this world. Not that I am, but like, I will be. One day. Sooner or later. I don't fit in with people. People just seems to hate me. They don't like me at all. There's always something they are expecting more.
Self-esteem problem? I don't think so. There really is something wrong with me, why would I be fretting if there really is nothing. People are forcing themselves to say nice things to me so that this whole thing wouldn't be blown over the edge and I'll end up suiciding or something. =.= Maybe.
Or maybe if I died, nothing would really change and everything would change for the better.
My friends won't be arguing with me all the time.
My family will have less stress finding all the money it takes to bring me up.
Others. ... They won't lose out in any way.
I was a waste of space in this world. Too bad I won't be able to see how this world turns for the better after my funeral.
Wasn't at home so didn't create any looks.
=.=
Like anyone would actually like to look at my face.
Ever felt like sometimes you could just fade and disappear?
Now is one of those times I feel really ugly.
After watching Twilight, Marley and Me and Wild Child.
I just feel really useless. Maybe it has something to do my period. =.= What the hell. I wish this feeling would just disappear. I can't sleep. More like I'm forcing myself not to sleep. I still haven't finished my Physics Journal and File, can't find the motivation to. My PW proposal is still stagnant. Like a dead sea.
My mom's friend said I look fatter. Not just one person. Okay, so what, fat AND ugly. Such a good combo. Is it so wrong to feel happy with yourself once in a while? I can just never do that. Everytime I look at other people, there'll be something, somehow wrong with me. It's like, I'm designed to be ocstrasized in this world. Not that I am, but like, I will be. One day. Sooner or later. I don't fit in with people. People just seems to hate me. They don't like me at all. There's always something they are expecting more.
Self-esteem problem? I don't think so. There really is something wrong with me, why would I be fretting if there really is nothing. People are forcing themselves to say nice things to me so that this whole thing wouldn't be blown over the edge and I'll end up suiciding or something. =.= Maybe.
Or maybe if I died, nothing would really change and everything would change for the better.
My friends won't be arguing with me all the time.
My family will have less stress finding all the money it takes to bring me up.
Others. ... They won't lose out in any way.
I was a waste of space in this world. Too bad I won't be able to see how this world turns for the better after my funeral.
♥undefined. 2:46 am
Monday, March 16, 2009
Today, I went back to school. Packed stuff.
Lots of stuff.
=.=
NEWS: NYEIN DESPERATELY NEEDS A NEW CAMERA!
-so that I can cam-whore.
I mean like, my photos don't do my makeup justice!
I swear, if you're beside me, and can actually see my makeup, you'd agree too!
=.=
Sigh, stupid camera.
Today was a slack day. So I just put on a random makeup which only takes me like 8 mins altogether. I'm still polishing on it! =D
TOODLES!, nyein. <3
♥undefined. 10:29 pm
Sunday, March 15, 2009
LOOK AT WHAT HAS COME OUT OF MY BOREDOM-NESS!
BYE BYE!
-any hate comments will be ignored. =D
♥undefined. 11:19 pm
