HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

Do you know what's the one very important thing I should be doing right now? As in right this instance? Yep. My holiday homework.

Since 2007 is coming to a close, I was thinking maybe I should do some reflections of my own.
Okay, Let's rewind 2007.

It started quite okay. It continued quite okay. It ended VERY FUN! woohoo. Rewinding done.

*sigh* Why isn't there a pause on life? Or a fast forward and rewind? Life is just one big remote control with only one button called "Play" on it. And it continues to play until spoils or the tape runs out. Heck, that one button isn't pressed by us, it was either accidentally or purposely pressed by mom and dad.

Hmmm.. what should I achieve for Year 3? What have I done wrong for Year 2?

I know I should be asking myself these questions, but heck, you know what? I don't really care about it. I'm just gonna do what I feel like doing at that instance, I'm not even going to plan for it cause I feel stupid planning so long for it, just to never do what I was SUPPOSED to do. I mean planning is for people who can actually remember what they're supposed to do. *sigh*

O.k. So.. what will my new year resolution be?
-Study hard
-Don't get distracted

I should put something that I can actually achieve.

-Try to study hard. =D

What a smart girl.

After all the talks and the discussions, I should say I'm sorry. But what the point what I don't feel it? I think I'd much rather say this: It wasn't my fault, but it wasn't your fault either, I guess we could blame that cup of coffee. It started it all.

♥undefined. 2:21 pm

XYZ/CCO Chalet!!

It was fun. But people sleep too early. And once again, Yunzhen insists that I sleep like a dead person. I do not, I wake up when you tell me to.

We went WWW and got lots of fun. LOL. But you see, my BOND shirt, FBT and swimming suit got stolen. I mean who would be so pervert to steal those kind of things! Eeyer. I loved my bond Tee you know.. so sad. Anyway...

I shan't be talking about everything that's happened in the two chalets cause you can read it on Esther's blog. So.. fast foward.

I'm right now very tired, both eyes half closed. I'm trying very hard to finish typing this blog anyway.. I haven't been blogging in a very long time. So yeah. See how good I am?

We went and eat Mcs with Shao Dong, Weixun, Shu yong, Yunzhen and me! Shao dong treated us, so nice. =D I ate hotcakes with sausage. And we talked and talked and I reached home at around 1? Maybe. I didn't check the clock and it's nearly 3 now. And then I started checking my mails etc. And I realised that I hate 50 new messages. I was like "WOW." And oh yah. Shao Dong suggested going to the movies for CCO people. Yay. Cause the movie is very likely " I AM LEGEND."


I'm not very sure, but I think you know as much as I do. If not more. I don't wanna lose my face infront of you. The way that you're so self confident just pisses me off. Do you have to stuff everything in my face for me to swallow it with a smile? What was that "My gf is way way pretty." about? Do I really look like I give a damn about your overexistent sex life?

♥undefined. 2:22 pm

Well, it's been a long time since I've felt this way...
Maybe I've been infected by my friend. Or just that I have all along felt this way, just that I've managed to suppress these feelings.

Do I like him?
Do I hate him?
I don't really care. He just annoys me. Annoying, thank you very much. Irritating and annoying. Everytime he passes by, he will leave me thinking more and more. About myself. Self-reflection? 'Ch, more like self-pity. Pity for what I cannot be, Pity for what I am, Pity for what I never was. Such fun. I didn't really realise that my 15th Christmas was spent talking arguing with my friend.

"I hate you."
"*raises eyebrow*"
"You just ruined my Christmas."
"Like you are better off doing anything else."
"pssh... I wanted to go to Borders. Buy stuff you know?"
"You actually read?"
"Yes, thank you Mr. Sarcastic"
"You're very welcome. But friends are more important than books."
"Says who?"
"Well, someone told me that when I was arguing with my friend."
"=.=" , Pass me my pillow."
"I'm a guest."
"Wow, I just realise that. Now shut it and pass me the pillow."
"And you told me that you were worried about me."
"I was. Now go away, I'm gonna blog."
"...I'm going to sleep."
"Be my guest."
"I am."
"=.="" "

Well, my Christmas was spent arguing with Mr. Sarcastic. Oh what fun.

♥undefined. 9:42 pm

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Actually, I wouldn't even have time to update this blog until Yunzhen started to visit everyone's blog. Even those I didn't know. Oh and, Yunzhen said "HI." And Esther too. WoW. =))

Right Now, the THREE MUSKETEERS are currently having their christmas sleepover at Esther's house. (Yunzhen, ME, Esther) May I mention Esther's house is SUPER BIG. =)) I like big houses, it has a lived-in feel.
I just had a quite sortafun christmas at the Changi beach club. WOW. >.< I went to the first party of my whole life. Yay. I'm a cavewoman, sue me.

So anyway, I don't know what to type anymore, cause I really have nothing to say to you.


I miss you too.

♥undefined. 2:00 am

Well, I haven't updated for very long haven't I? Well I was out of Singapore. I had access to internet, but oh well, too busy for it.

Let's start with the day I returned to Singapore, shall we? It was nearly midnight of 5th. I was overly exhausted. I don't know, the plane just somehow sucked all my energy out. Oh yeah, when I was overseas, one guy asked me if I was from Japan or Korea. I thought Japanese and Koreans were supposed to be fair... oh well.

The next day I had erhu exam. I felt like a failure. I had to memorise 3 songs in 2 hours. Barely 2 hours. I really have to thank Cyndi(is that how you spell it?), if not for her, I'd have failed or something. Even thought I'm so sure my marks barely made it. I was like so guilty man. I don't even feel good talking about it like this.

The following day, I watched a movie with Yunzhen. At first it was supposed to be with Yunzhen, me and Esther. But poor Esther fell asleep after being deprived of sleep for 2 days. She was M.I.A until we were about the step into the cinema. But we're having a k-box session soon. *smiles* The movie was Fred Claus. It was funny but not hilarious. I wanna watch Get Smart or Alvin and the Chipmunks. I think they're both funny. But Fred Claus had its moments. Overall, I liked the plot. I never viewed siblings that way before. I mean, my sister is something like Nick Claus but I'm not like Fred Claus.(I hope not) I mean my sister is like almost perfect that it puts a golden cloud over your eyes and erases her bad points. Well, for me, I'm mostly like a small tree that stands in the big tree's shadow not because it's been overshadowed, but because the small tree's too incompetent and scared to face the sunlight. The big tree cares for the small tree, luckily.

You know something that this trip to overseas made me realise something. I can't stand kids at all. I have been a kid, baby, small child whatever you call it, before too in my life, but I was never so cryish or immature. When I'm supposed to eat, I will eat. You don't need to walk 3 miles so that the littlemissprincess will drink 1 cup of milk. When I'm supposed to sleep, I will sleep. You don't need to travel up and down a mountain to tire littlemissprincess. And when you tell me that you're not going to accompany me to sleep, I don't cry like some tap water that has a screw loose so that everyone suffers from noise pollution. I HATE MY NIECE. I just wanted to strangle her dead whenever she whines. There was one time when I was 1second close to commiting homicide. I'm serious.

♥undefined. 8:25 pm