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Monday, March 31, 2008
You know what. I have officially banged my head on my bed's headboard and it officially freaking hurts. And it's all SOMEBODY'S fault. So pain, at least the ice pack is helping. Aww man. Today's monday, maybe I'm experiencing the Monday's Blues, but I almost exploded at school just now. Maybe because of the san men xia. I don' know, i just didn't feel very well today. Maybe because of the splitting headache due to the bump! okay i do not know what i'm talking about. I shall just post another day.
♥undefined. 9:35 pm
Sunday, March 30, 2008
What Nyein Nyein Aung Means |
 You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |
i thought of doing this and i accidently found the website for it. You know what. Now that I think about it, it's actually true. =]] I'm serious. I'll blog later. My dearest mum is coming back today, hafta clean the house, it's gotta sparkle and shine.
♥undefined. 11:59 am
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Oh hey! Hi! Do you even understand how bloody bored I am at home. Alone at home with bloody pills. How many pills do you want me to each per time?! URGH! (sound of frustration).
Three bloody reasons I need to go to school on Thursday for:
1. I have Empire of the Sun test. (test not in class, in the lecture!!)
2. I have bloody alumni practice. (it's kinda compulsory.)
3. I only went to school for one day in this entire week!!
*sigh*I hate being so weak. Especially in health. The doctor say I have gastric, malnutrition (I'm not from 3rd world you know?) and low blood pressure. And he gave me bloody 3 days off. Only that friday was a public holiday and I don't need mc. =(( Maybe I shouldn't have skipped meals. But, I'm getting fatter and fatter everyday. Even you said so. But the doctor looked at me and said, "Holy Father! (he's a Christian.) You looked like a vampire sucked blood out of you." Nice sense of humour doc. =.=""
Missing -- a sense of longing to something or someone. An event perhaps?
I never seemed to be able to grasp the feeling of missing something or someone. I never do. Cause I know that one day I'll have to leave everyone, not the other way round. Some people will leave me, they always do. But when then comes a time when I'm gone, I know I'll be one doing the leaving. If I happened to die now, I can just picture my funeral, if my sister is kind enough to give me one. LOL. My family, their friends, maybe some of my friends who are close enough to me, will be standing infront my tombstone saying their last prayers for me. Masu will just be looking sad. Tough cookie. Big sis will be crying her eyes out. Poor her. Brother will just look away. Softie at heart. And my niece will just be calling out my name. Lol. Kids. My mum will.. cry? I don't know. As for my friends, a few will cry. Just don't wanna say the names. Maybe Yunzhen and Esther will come. Haha.
Ok I'm officially sick. Why am I picturing my own funeral. That's way sick. Think happy thoughts! Oh well. I'll just go and watch anime. Did I tell you all? D-Gray Man is nice! =))
You know I can't say yes.
Three bloody reasons I need to go to school on Thursday for:
1. I have Empire of the Sun test. (test not in class, in the lecture!!)
2. I have bloody alumni practice. (it's kinda compulsory.)
3. I only went to school for one day in this entire week!!
*sigh*I hate being so weak. Especially in health. The doctor say I have gastric, malnutrition (I'm not from 3rd world you know?) and low blood pressure. And he gave me bloody 3 days off. Only that friday was a public holiday and I don't need mc. =(( Maybe I shouldn't have skipped meals. But, I'm getting fatter and fatter everyday. Even you said so. But the doctor looked at me and said, "Holy Father! (he's a Christian.) You looked like a vampire sucked blood out of you." Nice sense of humour doc. =.=""
Missing -- a sense of longing to something or someone. An event perhaps?
I never seemed to be able to grasp the feeling of missing something or someone. I never do. Cause I know that one day I'll have to leave everyone, not the other way round. Some people will leave me, they always do. But when then comes a time when I'm gone, I know I'll be one doing the leaving. If I happened to die now, I can just picture my funeral, if my sister is kind enough to give me one. LOL. My family, their friends, maybe some of my friends who are close enough to me, will be standing infront my tombstone saying their last prayers for me. Masu will just be looking sad. Tough cookie. Big sis will be crying her eyes out. Poor her. Brother will just look away. Softie at heart. And my niece will just be calling out my name. Lol. Kids. My mum will.. cry? I don't know. As for my friends, a few will cry. Just don't wanna say the names. Maybe Yunzhen and Esther will come. Haha.
Ok I'm officially sick. Why am I picturing my own funeral. That's way sick. Think happy thoughts! Oh well. I'll just go and watch anime. Did I tell you all? D-Gray Man is nice! =))
You know I can't say yes.
♥undefined. 11:32 pm
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Yo people. You might think it's totally crazy for a sick person to be up at this hour of the day. Oh hell. Damn right. And I didn't even bother going to a doctor yesterday. Why? Cause doctors drive me crazy!
No. Not really, Just didnt feel like going. I can't take good care of myself. Oh well. I'm hungry right now. *stomach growls* but I don't feel like going into the kitchen for it. Heck. My kitchen doesn't even contain stuff that doesn't need to be put through fire. ...Such a healthy family. my foot. They just don't want me to outside stuff. For god-knows-what reason. I wanna sleep now. but I can't, If i do fall asleep now, I can't wake up in time. Neither my mum nor my sister is around now.
Wasn't I who wanted to stay this way? Cut from all contact? But rather than the whole world treats me like a freak and walking away, It's as if I was the one who severed that last piece of connection I had with anybody. It takes two hands to clap, huh? When did I stopped trusting outsiders? Too long ago. Since young. Take your pick. But it's really frustrating huh? To think that inside such a big world, you have friends less countable than the numbers on your fingers. Friends? the word have a tangy bittersweet and sour snap on my tongue. Oh. oh. You won't believe how long I wanted to define that word.
Let's just take a step back from the show of our lifes, what are we acting for actually? In the role of our lives, everyone is playing a part, being the main character in their own show. Who's gonna watch the show at the end? Why are we acting for anyway? A person? For ourselves? I think everyone's director is the same huh? Death. If he decides that your show ends here and now. Too bad. Friends are your important side characters, is that it? Or are they the supporting characters? *sigh* Anyhow, I wanna trust them. I really do. Why do I sometimes look at people and just see them as a physical body that's going to decay in around half a century. It gives you the feeling that you're the one that's gonna see them die. I don't wanna feel this way. I'm just your normal average girl. Why are all these emotions running through me when I don't understand half of what I feel? This whole thing is warped and so majorly f***ed up.
The ironic thing is, when I do take a step back, I feel so much more. I feel those sympathy looks given to me by my mother. "Oh, poor child..." I feel those boring into my skin. I feel those angry looks so many times that I can't even tell if they're angry or just plain glaring. Most of the times, I can't be bothered to either. It isn't my blood fault if you choose to waste your time on the stage being angry at me. Life's a stage, isn't it? It's so ironic that it's lame. And it's so literal. People are just walking around waiting for their director to say, "cut!" *grins* What a stupid world. Where did that life that we have inside of us come from? Maybe the sun contained too much energy and decides to weave webs of life within earth. Who knows? All I know is that Life plays a sick and twisted game in everyone. We have choices though, oh, we have. To live to die. Or to die to live again. Naturally everyone's sitting on the fence. "I wanna accomplish .... in my lifetime." That's a goal people have, to not idly watch time past by his face and be bored to death. But if you do live to die, maybe we can be friends. I am scared of Death. But we can never run away from it if we have Life. Life and Death are like two friends being separated and connected again through human beings. When Life goes into you, Death will come along too. And that second you draw your last breath, they can be together. *chuckles* What a sick a twisted Romeo and Juliet, don't you think?
No. Not really, Just didnt feel like going. I can't take good care of myself. Oh well. I'm hungry right now. *stomach growls* but I don't feel like going into the kitchen for it. Heck. My kitchen doesn't even contain stuff that doesn't need to be put through fire. ...Such a healthy family. my foot. They just don't want me to outside stuff. For god-knows-what reason. I wanna sleep now. but I can't, If i do fall asleep now, I can't wake up in time. Neither my mum nor my sister is around now.
Wasn't I who wanted to stay this way? Cut from all contact? But rather than the whole world treats me like a freak and walking away, It's as if I was the one who severed that last piece of connection I had with anybody. It takes two hands to clap, huh? When did I stopped trusting outsiders? Too long ago. Since young. Take your pick. But it's really frustrating huh? To think that inside such a big world, you have friends less countable than the numbers on your fingers. Friends? the word have a tangy bittersweet and sour snap on my tongue. Oh. oh. You won't believe how long I wanted to define that word.
Let's just take a step back from the show of our lifes, what are we acting for actually? In the role of our lives, everyone is playing a part, being the main character in their own show. Who's gonna watch the show at the end? Why are we acting for anyway? A person? For ourselves? I think everyone's director is the same huh? Death. If he decides that your show ends here and now. Too bad. Friends are your important side characters, is that it? Or are they the supporting characters? *sigh* Anyhow, I wanna trust them. I really do. Why do I sometimes look at people and just see them as a physical body that's going to decay in around half a century. It gives you the feeling that you're the one that's gonna see them die. I don't wanna feel this way. I'm just your normal average girl. Why are all these emotions running through me when I don't understand half of what I feel? This whole thing is warped and so majorly f***ed up.
The ironic thing is, when I do take a step back, I feel so much more. I feel those sympathy looks given to me by my mother. "Oh, poor child..." I feel those boring into my skin. I feel those angry looks so many times that I can't even tell if they're angry or just plain glaring. Most of the times, I can't be bothered to either. It isn't my blood fault if you choose to waste your time on the stage being angry at me. Life's a stage, isn't it? It's so ironic that it's lame. And it's so literal. People are just walking around waiting for their director to say, "cut!" *grins* What a stupid world. Where did that life that we have inside of us come from? Maybe the sun contained too much energy and decides to weave webs of life within earth. Who knows? All I know is that Life plays a sick and twisted game in everyone. We have choices though, oh, we have. To live to die. Or to die to live again. Naturally everyone's sitting on the fence. "I wanna accomplish .... in my lifetime." That's a goal people have, to not idly watch time past by his face and be bored to death. But if you do live to die, maybe we can be friends. I am scared of Death. But we can never run away from it if we have Life. Life and Death are like two friends being separated and connected again through human beings. When Life goes into you, Death will come along too. And that second you draw your last breath, they can be together. *chuckles* What a sick a twisted Romeo and Juliet, don't you think?
♥undefined. 3:32 am
Sunday, March 16, 2008
HEY PEOPLE!
Guess what? I changed my blog skin. That's oh-so obvious but hey!! I like my new blogskin so I shall update often. I havent been updating at all. I know man. Haha. Anyway, recently I bought this earrings and I love them so much. Cause I think they kinda suit me. OH heck.Where did that randomness come in?
ANYWAY! I just watched HORTON! And it's so blood funny. "Air is lighter than a feather. So If I take in more air, I'll be lighter"- said by the elephant. LOL. Such cute thinking. I wanna start learning dance again. This time, it shall be raggae! =)) Hmm. I wonder who will learn with me. Cause I'm like piled by homework. OH
Oh Did I tell you? I'm currently having this stupid lip allergy now and my upper lip looks super red, like I've just swallowed a whole stupid bowl of chilli. OH man. I hate this and it feels like plastic!! *dsfkljsdlkfj*
And I just came back from MALAYSIA! haha. The water theme park was fun! =)) I love you two man.
♥undefined. 11:07 am
