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Sunday, April 29, 2007

Hey people!!! Sorry for updating so late! =))
And once again thanks for those people who reads my post regularly, even those who don't tag. =)) But please tag so I that I can thank you properly.
Today wasn't such a bad day. The orchestra training wasn't that bad, I could play and catch up. It was big improvement! Three cheers to myself! Haha, LOL. The price to be paid was my left index finger suffered a cut. Don't know how and don't know when but I guess it was during the orchestra training. Don't really care, doesn't hurt much, but I have a plaster over it, so that it won't be pain while I'm practising. I'm going to China. Sian, I can't do holiday job liao, I'll be away for almost half of june holidays. Hai! Money please drop down from the sky. Actually come to think of it, there are alot of ways to make money, especially easy money, just that we're too choosy or don't have enought time.. LOL.
Today, my mom needed to go for yet another operation cause her stomach wound open again. LOL. The way it happened was so funny. "I want to sit up." "Ok,mom." "I want to lie back down." "Ok,mom" "I want to sit back up." "..." "Eh, I think my stitch tore." "!!!" "Go call the nurse la, stand there for what!" "..."
My mum is so darn funny. Haha! Who'd have thought such a reaction would come from a patient. Yes, people, my mom's recovering. She should be ok by wednesday.
Woo!! Tomorrow is the movie marathon! So little people going... but then leh, I wanna watch movies! I'm deprived of going out! I cannot wear my stockings ok!! Humph! I wanna dress up and go out but then, too much things going on... should settle everything first. Ain't I right?
Since I'm so bored, I shall do a quick quiz copied from shimin's blog!

RED is ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
- Nope. I'm mostly neutral.
2. Which of your family members have the worst temper?
- My mom. It should be obviours.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
- Yup. I've thrown a table.
4. Is anyone mad at you?
- Nope. I always act neutral so there's no reason for them to be angry at me.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
- Neither, it's too troublesome.

ORANGE is EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone thrown a surprise party for you?
- Nope. It's a cold world.
2. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
- "Huh? I won? Oh."

YELLOW is SELF-DISCOVERY
1. Name
- Nyein Nyein
2. Birthday
- 25/8
3. What's your main goal in life
- To get a PhD and die in a nice grave.
4. Do you want to have children
- Duh. Giving birth is a miracle of life.
5. When do you want to die
- After I get a PhD. Anytime after that.

GREEN is OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage?
- Nope. It's still love is it not? What's the big deal with gender?
2. Lower the drinking age?
- There's no use in that. People under 18 are already drinking.
3. Capital Punishment?
- I don't like to deal with this. It's troublesome.
4. Abortion?
- You want it, you do it, not my business, not my problem.

BLUE is LOVE
1. Do you love someone?
- Nope. Love is too strong a word.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- I would, if you give me a reason to. But like I said, it's a cold world.
3. Do you believe in Love?
- I do, but it's not for me to experience.

PURPLE is Q&A
1. How many beds did you lay in today?
- None.
2. What colour shirt are you wearing?
- Green.
3. Name one thing that you do everyday.
- Breathe
4. How much cash do you have on you right now?
- $600.
5. Look to your left, what do you see?
- Further Pure Mathematics textbook.
6. What website do you visit the most during the day?
- My blog.
7. Do you have plants in your room?
- Nope, they steal oxygen while I'm sleeping.
8. Do you own a picture phone?
- Would you believe me if I said no?
9. Recent time you were really upset?
- I told you I'm neutral, I don't really feel anything.

PINK is LAST
*Person you saw
- My sister. [second sis]
*Place you drove
- I don't drive.
*Movie watched in cinema.
- Meet the Robinsons? Forgot liao...
*Song you listened to
- Give it up to me by Sean Paul feat. Keyshia Cole
*Person you talked on the phone
- Yunzhen
*Did you notice question 2 was gone?
- There is no question 2, don't play games with me, I make games.

GREY is TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight?
- Compose some more poems.
2. What are you going to eat.
- Nothing, I already ate my dinner.

BROWN is for TOMORROW
* is
- Monday, School day, CIP day, MOVIE MARATHON day.
* are you looking forward to it?
- I told you, I'm neutral about mostly everything.
* are you going to laught?
- ...for?

Hope you like it! =))

P.S. Esther, I'm not gonna transfer to VJC. The IP programme there is almost the same as ours, it's too troublesome for me anyway.


undefined. 7:58 pm


Friday, April 27, 2007

Hello people!! Thank you so much for coming to tag at my blog!! =)) Especially Esther!! =)) She came everyday! ahah!

So.. there's nothing much to talk about in my life. The maths test was SUPER DIFFICULT. The Geog was *sigh* what to say. I hate staying in this stupid routine. I mean aren't you sick of it? It's the same thing happening everyday! How can people stand it? Going to school, come back home, study, eat, go to sleep, have some entertainment. Your life is becoming cyclical. Why aren't you bored of it? Yeah, go shopping, watch movies, but it's gonna happen again. It's so monotonous. Do you ever stop to think what's gonna change if you die? It's gonna be the same cyclical thing happening over and over again. Wow. Fun. Just to let whoever is up there do an easy job, I shall talk about my boring routine. My science was bad. I only got a low A. I wanna know my maths marks. I bet I'm gonna have very bad marks for History. My LSP i think got a B. I couldn't care less.

Now that I come to think of it, we can't escape this stupid cycle, why? Human laws. Not nature. If humans had left it the way nature was, no inventing anything, I bet we could have happily lived until 200. But what? People just have to try and do some crazy things. Not that it wasn't good. But with new technology growing, diseases will also grow. Why can't I just stay at home, eat, play and just die? Not as if you can take your certificate with you when you die... I still don't understand why people are so competitive. We all end up in the same fate, six feet under. Win or lose, you'll go the same way. Not saying it's not good to win, but what's the big deal? Yah, you win, BIG DEAL! And why can't we all be farmers? Just growing enough to eat. Not like we really need anything else. It's more of want nowadays, never need. You need to eat a cake? Why not just rice? Doesn't it result in the same way? Seriously, why can't we just skip to the day we die? Not like we're gonna do anything different along the way, the world is so caught up in this huge cycle.

Anyway, besides the emo mature stuff, I have to go and practice my erhu. My finger so damn bloody pain la. And I still have to do work, and have to buy presents. Haizz... oh well. I'm screwed.


undefined. 6:56 pm


Sunday, April 22, 2007

I've realised that very little people are tagging my blog! Show some enthusiasm people!! And TAG!!!

These few days have been sleeping very little... Don't know how long my body can last. But oh well, it has never failed me before. Well, it did. Once or twice, but I'll live. I'll hold on. 'Tch. Holding on is only thing I can do nowadays. How ironic. I've always told myself not to hold on to anything. Guess I disappointed myself. Holding on is painful, letting go is even harder. Tell me after you've tried it. It's a new experience after all. I've realised that I'm torturing my own body. I got headache from reading all the scores from the Erhu. Seriously. I can't cram anything to my head anymore. I just want to drop down and go to sleep. But, I can't do that, can I? I don't think so. I shan't allow my body to do so. Human beings are weaklings. Are there really limits? But aren't limits just imaginery? 'Tch. Everything's becoming so troublesome. I don't even want to think anymore. My brain hurts. It hurts everywhere. I don't want to do this anymore. 'Tch. But since the day I've been thrown into this world of ours, the only thing I was good at was endurance. Endure. Let it soak all over you. Feel it. Endure. It's a never-ending cyclical process. Basically, it sucks. After doing it for some time, you'll feel really stupid. Why can't you just let the anger, frustration, fear, anxiety; emotions, out? Why let it keep on building inside you?

But for me, I just can't. Nothing to do with I want or not, but I can't.

How do you let your anger out when your anger could kill a person? How do you let your frustration out when there's no one to console you? How do you let your fears out when there's people you need to be strong for? How do you let your tears out when you've got no more tears to cry? That must've sound pathetic. It's lame. But it's true.


undefined. 9:35 pm



This post will be abit ALOT of emo things in it. If you are uncomfortable reading it, please stop. ((:

Whoever is up there, can you tell me how I lived through that? That 8 hours? Hell. I knew that was tumour. But I didn't know it was cancer cells, that spread until her neck. Sure I'm not scared of blood but can you imagine watching your mother with a tube inserted with a hole in her neck? That's just ...heartbreaking? I don't know. I don't know how it feels like. I just knew I didn't want to look at her. Makes me feel... weird. God. I mean she was asking for water, can't you just give her some? You're supposed to be a doctor... she hadn't even had water since 12pm, it's 9! She can't live without water. You could see how dry her lips were. It's felt sad. Her hands whole body was shaking. That's just scary, knowing any moment she could die. Is this my mother? That strong woman I've always got scolded from? Her eyes are big and wide staring at me now. I don't know what to say... Isn't she on anesthetic? How come she woke up? Oh. Now her brain's can't recognise anything? But I feel she's waiting for me to say something. "Go back to sleep, mom. Everything's over." I didn't even believe that myself.But she nodded. She recognises me? Well, I guess she did eventually fall asleep. I have to get out of the hospital. NOW. See that thing dripping out of that winding tube, yeah, good job, that my mother's blood. I must be out of my mind, I've become possessive of my MUM's blood. Waited too long outside the surgery room I guess? I couldn't even make out my mom's words. Oh right, her neck has a tube inside it. and you could see that thin yellow/green tube leading inside and dried blood till her left ear. Well, that's better than her dying inside the operation room. Well, people cried and hugged me. I'm not used to it. Could you do it to somebody else? Sorry for not crying. Sorry for not showing emotions. Sorry for not being able to talk to her. Sorry for not knowing what to say. Sorry that I made you angry before your surgery. Sorry for even knowing your condition. Sorry for not being a good daughter.

What else do you want me to say? I can't do anything to turn back the hands back the hands of time. Even if I could, I won't. There's no use. This disease had been with you since the day you made the decision to stand up by yourself, mom. Help isn't that bad mom. It's just irritating sometimes. I'm not soft-hearted... maybe I am, but I still know when to start caring for myself rather than other people. I'm selfish, shoot me. Your health comes first, you should know that. Hospital fees aren't something we cant pay. There's no use keeping that money either, I'll live. Everybody know, you have the kindest heart but the hardest mouth. No use hiding and snapping at people, that wont push us away. Just accept the treatment and hope you'll get better. Yeah, mom, you're cursed with another 10 - 12 years in this human world. Live with it.

Sorry for the emo stuff, ((:


undefined. 4:25 am


Thursday, April 19, 2007

Hello! Today is a brand new day night and everyone should stop being so emo and stressed over various stuff! Sit back relax and enjoy the fall! LOL

For the first thing I'm gonna talk about, I realised that my poem was not that nice! Sorry people! Shall create a nice new poem so must give me inspirations to create a nice poem!!! ((:

Next thing, today wasn't much fun. Just that my sides and my waist are so sore. Can't move properly. Even my shoulders were tired. I was so tired on the bus, I just wanted to fall asleep but I can't, cause songs are too nice! HAHA! LOL! Wasting my sleep over songs, what kind of sick addict am I?

And for the side note, I've realised that I've become super nerdy after sitting with Baxter. I mean like, I copy down homework, and even though I need to rush through some homework and I don't hand up homework, some homework, I've finished one week before! I'm turning into a model student! Right? Of course I am. But I need to do more homework! Jiayou me! ((:

And for the last thing before I hit the sack, sometimes CME gives you all the "ideal" things. And for all you not-so-naive people out there, you know that these "ideal" stuff like integrity, morality, and so on and so forth, just doesn't work out there in the real world. I mean like, look around you, it's the survival of the fittest, or should I say the most cunning. Yeah, you must know your own moral values, it's a good thing, makes you a good man. But it isn't worth two cents. Don't say I'm immoral, it just is! I mean like, who's gonna pay you to tell the truth? They pay you to persuade people to waste money on your stuff. Who really cares if it's a lie to get them buying? Ask yourself, you got care meh? [sorry for the singlish]. I think they should just teach real stuff, it's more easier to believe then what's to be done ideally. It's too fake to be true.

And I'll shall end my ranting here. I shall post another poem around next week, or till I get new inspiration, whichever comes earlier. So, TA-TA! ((:


undefined. 10:16 pm


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Hello everyone! I was worried some time ago. Oops. That was yesterday.. LOL. I have serious short term memory. Anyway, as I was saying, I was worried some time ago because my sister told me something. But, nvm, I shall stop worrying. Hmm... can't stop worrying, shall stop thinking about it.

(: Anyway, Today's run was sucky. I sprained my ankle at 2nd round. Or was it 3rd round? Because of my knee, I sprained my ankle. haizz... Then I couldn't step properly. I got 43rd position. I was tired, but my legs were. Don't know why. Don't care. Just know that I was pissed at myself. PISSED, I tell you, pissed. I shan't talk about it, I'll just try harder next year. (: I'm so damn optimistic that my dark side hate my optimistic side. LOL.

Anyway. Today, Baxter was sewing "Balls". No, don't think dirty. Think clean. Yes, balls, BASKETballs. Then I commented that he sew too slow, So I helped him sew the second L, then he started with a straight line again. So I thought he was gonna sew "Ballls", So i say I'll help him sew, then after I sew the L finished, he was crying! Not literally but was like "aahhh!!" [Imagine him doing that, it's not that hard, he does that everyday] Then I was like "what!", then he said "Why you sew for me another L!" I'm gonna die! Then I was "*rolls eyes*, nvm la!" Too bad, I just don't care, did I tell you? People are going to PAY him NOT to sew for them.

So... other than that, nothing much happened. Today, my sister was pissed at me. Cause I told her I stopped running continously at 3rd round. She was super pissed at me. She told me something along the lines of "If you think you can, you can. If you think you can't, you can't. If you think you can't, might as well don't try." When she told me that, I felt as though I was a failure of some sort. I felt like it was my fault I stopped running half way. Maybe It IS my fault that I stopped running. Shall train some more. Must train. Go gym and go swimming, that'll be on my organiser. After she told me that, I became emo again. I was like brooding on alot of things. But I just let them go with a shrug. If you saw me, you'd have laughed. I was like staring at the big mirror in my mom's bathroom and splashing water on my face and saying to my reflection : "You're a big sore loser, just try again!" If I saw myself, I'd have called the MPH. LOL. Haha.

I left the following homework:

  1. History Raft Work
  2. ACC song
  3. Computer Assgn. [had to redo]
  4. Maths past year paper

Yay, Shall go and complete more work. Bye bye!! ((:



undefined. 6:34 pm


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Hello!! So long never write a post liao!
Did you read my 50 facts? I'm gonna have a quiz on that! (: LOL

Anyway. Today was a so-so day.
And ya. WE'RE GOING TO CHALET! 2DEE!! ALMOST EVERYONE WANTED CHALET! WOOTS! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT! (: I SHALL TALLY THE VOTES AND SEE WHICH PLACE WON!

And actually we were supposed to get back our history papers today. But then, our hopes were dashed when Mr. Zein couldn't make it to class after school. NVM. Let's wait for the mystery to unfold...
Also, I picked up my mom from airport very late today... When I reached home, I was freakin' tired. I'm gonna make it very short today for 3 reasons.
  • I'm tired.
  • I'm worried about something.
  • I'm being emo.

Please don't talk to me tomorrow if I do not wish to talk to you. If not I might just take it out on you.

Thanks, Luv ya, Nyein.



undefined. 10:17 pm


Monday, April 16, 2007

I think Jane's post about the Barbie thing is cool. So I shall do it! woots. Make sure you read 50 facts about me! I shall test you on it!!

the BARBIE in ME! =]]

You own over 10 bottles of nail polish. [*] My sister's nail polish counts right?
You own a designer purse. [*] I own a Guess purse.
You own a perfume that cost over $60. [*] Yes I do, my perfume costs $300.
You had/have fake nails. [ ] I think fake nails are gross.
You have more body/hair products that you can use. [*] I haven't finished using my current hair spray and I still have 3 bottles of it.
You own a pet Chihuahua/ Pomeranian/ Yorkshire/ Terrier/ Siamese. [ ] Too small. I like Rottweilers and Huskies better.
You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet. [ ]
You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp. [ ] I don't have that much money!
You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper. [ ] NOPE!
A pink comforter, carpeting, wall or sheets. [ ]

So far : 4!! OMG! i'm such a BARBIE!

Do you...

Spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work. [ ] I hate going out. It's troublesome.
Have a hair colour that is not your natural color. [ ] I like black thank you very much.
Have "blonde" moments at least once a day. [ ] WTH is "blonde" moments?
Buy stuff because it's awesome than never wear it. [ ] My sister forces me to wear.
Constantly keep your phone at your side. [ ] I don't.
Dance around in your room when nobody else is home. [*] SHHHH!!!
Have a name for your car. [ ] I don't even own a car.
Know what your celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week. [ ] It's too troublesome.
Refuse to go out in public without make-up. [ ]
Prefer to be called princess. [ ] the word alone gives me goose pimples.

So far.. : 5! GOSH.

Do you adore...

Make up [*] Yes.
Glitter [ ]
the COlour Pink [ ]
Shopping [*] Clothes and stuff. It's fun. SOMETIMES.
Jewelery [*] My mom sells jade. What do you expect?I appreciate jewellery.
Mirrors. [ ]
Chick flicks. [*] WHITE CHICKS are god damn funny!
Shoes [*] I'm a sucker for nice high heels.
Rainbows. [ ]
Unicorns [ ]
Disney Movies [*] I LOVE DISNEY!
Candles [ ]
Flower [ ]
Stuffed animals [*]
Bags [*]

So far.. : 13! BARBIE!

Do you shop at:

Coach [*]
Forever 21 [*]
Victoria's Secret [*] Seriously, their lingeries are nice.
Guess [*]
Barbie [ ]
Express [ ]
Delias [ ]
MAC [*]
Sephora [ ]
BeBe [*]

My sister pulls me with her to go to all these places. But their clothes are nice.

So far... : 19...

Do you say:

Biotch [ ] HOW ON EARTH DO YOU SAY THAT?
Whatever [ ]
Oh my gosh/god/goodness [*]
Hun [ ]
Fugly [ ]
That's hot. [ ]
Dunzo [ ]
Darling [ ]
Psh. [*]
Cutie [ ]
Hottie [ ]
Skank [ ]
Totally [ ]
For Sure [ ]
Fabulous [ ]

So far : 21.

Cosmopolitan [ ]
Glamour [*]
Marie Claire [*]
Elle Girl [*]
Teen Vogue [ ]
People [ ]
Us Weekly [ ]
Star [ ]
Self [ ]
PerezHilton.com [ ]
Dlisted.com [ ]
17online.com [ ]
people.com [ ]
usmagazine.com [ ]
popsugar.com [ ]
Pink Is The New Blog.com [ ]

So far.. : 24

Do you love these:

Legally Blonde [*]
Elizabethtown [ ]
Mean Girls [ ]
Now & Then [ ]
The Notebook [ ]
A Walk to Remember [ ]
Sweet Home Alabama [*]
Where my Heart is [ ]
Just my luck [*]
John Tucker must die [ ]
Centerstage [ ]
Bring it on [ ]
How to lose a Guy in 10 days [ ]
Mona Lisa Smile [ ]
My girl [ ]

SO far : 27

Are you addicted to:

LOST [ ]
America's Next Top Mode, [*]
Project Runway [*]
Desperate Housewives [ ]
The Simple life [ ]
8th & Ocean [ ] I don't know the point of this show.
Sex & the city [ ]
Grey's Anatomy [ ]
The O.C [ ]
Laguna Beach / The Hills [ ]
Nip/Tuck [ ]
Gilmore Girls [ ]
House [ ]

So far : 29

Multiply by 2 : 29 *2 = 58%

Goodness! I'm 58% Barbie! And you all still say I'm tomboy. Tsk Tsk Tsk.


undefined. 7:36 pm



[1] You can't use any adjectives to describe NYEIN. At some point, they're wrong.
[2] NYEIN's not totally Burmese.
[3] NYEIN has worn make-up, skirts, dresses and a 4 and 1/2 inch high heel shoe before. {it was bloody pain}
[4] NYEIN has 8 moles on her whole body.
[5] NYEIN aspires to be a neurosurgeon when she grows up.
[6] NYEIN don't love anyone or hate anyone in this world.
[7] NYEIN love maths!
[8] NYEIN wants to have a husband at 23 and have 2 children by 27.
[9] NYEIN wants to name her 2 children, which will be a boy and a girl, Zack and Raine respectively.
[10] NYEIN hates learning languages.
[11] NYEIN has a niece. NYEIN is an aunt.
[12] NYEIN loves all kinds of music.
[13] NYEIN doesn't really care what people think of her. But she cares what people say of her.
[14] NYEIN wants to die only after she gets her PhD.
[15] NYEIN wants to sign her children up for kickboxing and learning cello.
[16] NYEIN LOVES "L" from Death Note.
[17] 8 is her favourite number!
[18] NYEIN's never got a crush before.
[19] NYEIN wanna own a pair of rollerblades.
[20] NYEIN wants long fingernails. NOW.
[21] NYEIN loves gonig for manicure.
[22] NYEIN regrets not learning kickboxing.
[23]NYEIN hates having regrets.
[24] NYEIN wants to go for plastic surgery.
[25] NYEIN thinks her sister is the prettiest girl.
[26] NYEIN is growing attached to food.
[27] NYEIN loves running even though she's not good at it.
[28] NYEIN doesn't want a bf before 21, she has a bet with someone!
[29] NYEIN likes people who are nice.
[30] NYEIN can't stand giggling girls, it's noise pollution.
[31] NYEIN is NOT emo. She doesn't dislike emo people either, she thinks they're cool!
[32] NYEIN wants to learn skateboarding.
[33] NYEIN doesn't believe in ghosts or supernatural stuff EXCEPT VAMPIRES! ^^
[34] NYEIN hopes to meet a vampire one day.
[35] NYEIN wants to be rich.
[36] NYEIN wants to live life just the way it is.
[37] NYEIN wears braces!
[38] NYEIN is 160cm tall! >.< [39] NYEIN owns 3 pairs of SUPER DUPER NICE stockings.
[40] NYEIN is lazy. Everythings too troublesome for her.
[41] NYEIN thinks talking is troublesome.
[42] NYEIN has a loud voice.
[43] NYEIN has dengue fever before.
[44] NYEIN is eating. NOW.
[45] NYEIN wants a Wallet Shop bag.
[46] NYEIN is going to work on June holidays.
[47] NYEIN is a girl who deserves to be condemned to 18th level of hell.
[48] NYEIN has a THICK waist! =[
[49] NYEIN wants to lose her fats.
[50] NYEIN wants to say "Dying is troublesome." before she dies. =]

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undefined. 7:06 pm


Sunday, April 15, 2007

Hey peeps!!!! Sorry to all, I never posted in like bloody decades. ): Just got no time. And while I'm writing this, I'm correcting the I&E biz plan. Since there are nice people in this pathetic world that reads my posts, I shall be nice and post a new LONG post! (:

Let's go back to 13 April, shall we? It's Sports Day. I know, we didn't win. But since when did we ever expected a win? Let's face it. Dunman High's sports isn't that high and mighty. But for the cheering part. I have something to say. The competition cheer wasn't bad. In fact, it was nice. The beat and rhythm and all, it's quite very nice. I know people. You all weren't the only one sweating. What do think I am? Air-con? No, I actually perspire tons of sweat a day. And plus, I forgot to bring an umbrella. But I'm not the one not cheering! I'm not saying everyone should go into a hyper mood and start cheering all the way. But at least come on! This is YOUR SCHOOL! If Overall sports trophy is out of reach, why don't we at least try to win something that is SO within our reach. I don't blame the SCs. I don't blame the sec 1s. At least they're willing to try. In fact, I don't blame anybody. I'm just disappointed by the fact that you don't feel a thing for the school, the building that you've been walking in and out for the past one plus year. I wasn't even pissed that day. I was just hugely disappointed. Did you even hear the sound we made? You didn't? Well, that just proves my point.
Oh ya, and if you happened to be the one being angry and everything, the sun, the rain, the people, you missed your share of joy. Cause I was very happy getting soaked by the rain, getting burned by the sun, and laughing with the people behind. And I in fact, learnt a bit about spinning basketballs. (: Oh ya, I didn't get a sun burn, Vanessa did. LOL. haha. And her nose is in pain. But actually, the burn looks nice on her, gives her a nice natural blush. (:
After all that, yours truly[me], Vanessa, Chipmunk, JT went to Jurong Point and did our I&E. We accomplished something that day. But sadly, Vanessa puked. She still hasn't recovered from whatever she's suffering. I almost puked. But I didn't. Then me and Vanessa went back home together. Then we were discussing about what to buy for our friends whose b'dae are nearing. Let's come out of track a bit. ALOT OF PEOPLE'S B'DAE ARE COMING, SPARE A THOUGHT AND BUY FOR THEM PRESENTS!! Let's go back. So, me and her were saying that we should sort of exchange bags for b'dae presents. You know shoulder bags? Yup, we were saying we should go to school with that, since our bags are very big!!! At this point, I expect three reactions:
1st. : "I so can't imagine Nyein in a shoulder girlish bag!!!" surprised.
2nd. : "What 3 reactions?" neutral
3rd. : "This is lame." lamers. LOL. If you fall into the third category, no offense.

Anyway. On saturday, I went to for Shangyin and f.y.i my Shangyin time move up to 9.15!!! I don't want!! Wang lao shi in the morning very crappy one, surely get scolded. ): I was feeling very drowsy in erhu class and got scolded. LOL. And I was feeling quite crappy myself cause she scolded me until very bad. Then went to vanessa's house to finish up the products. P.S. I wish to apologise to Vanessa for forgetting the products to take home. Sorry.

Then today, Today wasn't much to talk about, i went to temple. I can't go to Vesak Day!!! I'm going to Vietnam. Sorry people. I can't sing the hymns! ): And btw I grew tanner. It's a nice tan in my opinion, I don't care if you call me black, cause I look NICE with a tan! HUMPH! And f.y.i I grew lighter. Not a lot. but hell I grew lighter! WOOTS! (: lighter as in not fairer, but weigh lesser. I couldn't cut my hair today, lol. Cause had to fetch my dear old mum to airport. Then ate at a restaurant there. So nice. I stuffed myself. But had to restraint myself. My mum is here!! My cute niece is coming. Haizz... just kill me man.

-Luv ya! Muacks!!! Update next time!


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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Hello people!!! Today was quite a fun day, have 2 major stuff happened in school today.

Napfa test!! [5 items]

Sit up: 39 or was it 40?
Pull ups: 20
Shuttle Run: 10.5 secs
Sit & Reach: 49cm [almost 50!]
SBJ: 177 cm!!! I GOT A "B"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that getting a B is not that big of a deal to others and maybe I'll make others feel bad if I complain too much about my SBJ, as some people in our class are not good at it. But I just to let you all know that your standard and my standard is different. I know I can do it, that's why I strive to do harder and if I don't reach the goal I set for myself, I'll be upset. Doesn't everyone feel that way if they don't get what they want? "THE" goal for you and me is different, and you shouldn't let it affect you. So, after all that explanation... I GOT A FREAKIN' B! I just broke my own record man! I just knew something bad would happen in Napfa test when I was getting all As. I'm pissed freakin' pissed. I shan't brood on the past... haizz... I shall practice for my 2.4km. I want to get <14.10mins. I run slow okay...! I so want to run behind sarah and mae so I shan't stop. *sigh!*

Next is BLOODBANK! Today I went the SGH [Singapore General Hospital], bloodbank donation drive there. I just wanted to tell you all that bloodbank needs alot of people to donate blood there. I would if I could. But I'm not 16 yet. LOL. But I don't want to be 16 yet, sound majorly old. But so sad, I'm gonna read 16 in like ONE freakin' year. ): So, ANYWAY. I saw the people donating blood. So majorly cool can! The blood colour was so damn freakin' cool. It's not maroon, or red. Well, not wholely, it's some colour between red, dark red and black. Yep, somewhere there, there's also a tinge of purplish kinda colour sinking in between. Then the machine like so cool la, while you're donating, they could just inside a tube in some place of the long tube that your blood flowing through, and they could get a sample of your blood. And I see the got one person the blood donated read 324grams. Haha. The bag was so full. So cool. [I'm NOT sadistic.] Anyway, we played this Polarbear during the trip there and the trip back. I was the game master! haha. So funny to see the reactions and how they wrongly accuse each other! haha!

Anyway. I just wanted to add an additional note that whatever things happened today, please do not bear any grudges or whatever, cause I know some people are scared, while some are pissed. It's just one small incident. Don't let it ruin whatever LITTLE friendship you all have. Those who don't get what I'm saying. Forget it.

-Luv ya peeps! (:


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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Hello!! As promised, Today I post again! Wee! Just to let you know, the time at the bottom is WRONG! So I shall tell you all the time. It's currently 5:46pm right now. =))

Today was a very boring day. But there were some interesting things along the way. Hey! There's a saying that goes "Little things are what makes your life big." Or something like that. (: Today, looking back, the first thing I remember was teaching Baxter how to do maths. Seriously, you should try teacher him, I swear you'll lose all your brain cells. But, being the good person I am, I taught him, and I ended up shouting at him throughout the maths lesson. Mr. Tan, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make so much noise during you lesson. I was listening to you. Seriously. But most importantly, the thing that I'm most proud of is the fact that Baxter understood what I was teaching him. LOL. I succeeded in teaching Baxter maths. Beat that!

Besides the above happening, surprisingly, today, Vanessa didn't come. She was sick. When I called her, her voice was sickly. [Can a voice possibly sound like that?] She said she had fever and her stomach pain. Haizz. And thus, for the whole freakin' day, I was bored. Mostly. Probably. Rarely. Ok, I was bored! So I was doing cross-stitching for the whole day. I DIDN'T DO IT IN MATHS LESSON. I SWEAR! So, now, I have already finished the angel. Yes I did an angel. I also finished the word "DEVIL" and half a heart. <---- half a heart? yes, half a heart. I still have another half a heart and another "ANGEL" left. Surprisingly, It's fun. But I've never succeeded in cross-stitching before. My angel is ugly... maybe I should re-stitch it, I don't know. I was doing in my bus back home too. I'm so easily addicted to things. It's a bad habit, you shouldn't follow me. (: Other than these, my day was normal. Got up, got scolded by mommy dearest, ate breakfast, go to school, listen to music, slept on the bus, go to school, come back home, got scolded by mommy dearest, ate dinner, got scolded by mommy dearest[that seems to happen alot], and now I'm updating my blog.LOL. Don't worry people, I don't have family problems or something, when the day comes when my mom don't scold me, that's the day I have family problems. -Luv ya to all who read my post (: Reply to tags:

HUH? - I don't know who the hell you are. Seriously. Please type your name next time. Nope, I didn't call Baxter a slacker, I called myself a slacker, just that the line was too long and ended up in the second line. (: LOL. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

#52 - yup, I'm infront of you today! Updating is tiring, but I can so I shall. (:

-huiying - Nah, I'm not going to Vietnam for holidays, I'm going there on a school trip. It's not in june either, it's on 28 May to 1 June.

jane;; - LOL. It's ok, I think I shall buy everyone a souvenir. [Depends on how much my mom decides to spare m. xD]

shimin - Not that good la. Just lucky. Mr. Zein marked wrongly that's why. LOL. haha.


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YO!!! ok, that sounds completely weird. So I shall just stick to "Hello!!!"

Hello!!
Today was a completely boring day so I shan't talk to you about it and bore you. [if you're even gonna read until the last fullstop.] Once again, thanks to all who came and visit my new blog. Yup, I shall maintain it. I'm gonna post everyday. Seriously.
Today I got back my 公函[Did I type right?], I only got 13/20. That' s low, downright pathetic. But anyway, it's too troublesome to be pissed, So I shan't be. I also got back the history surprise quiz today. I just passed. I passed. It's underlined!!! Mr.Zein said 3/4 of the class failed. Passing is something an average student should be happy about. OH YA! I'm going to Vietnam on a History trip. Who wants souvenir? That is IF my brain remembers you. I have low memory power by the way. (:

And, the topic of the day: We changed seats today.
Good news: I'm sitting at the back. That proves I'm not short tall. I'm sitting with Baxter. Actually I was sitting with Jia Hui at first then Baxter insisted that he was tall. [to all the people that know him, I think he's tall by the way, I just wanted to piss him off by calling him short.] Sitting with Baxter is actually fun. He can keep me entertained. I'd much rather sit with him then rot in some corner with an extremely quiet person whom I do not know how to start a conversation with. [no offense to quiet people in 2DEE] Anyway. I like my seat. Sort of. I'm sitting right at the windows that side, and you expect me to be cheering my head off? You expect too much. I don't like the extreme side. If it's the right side. I sat at the left side last time, but it was nice cause it was just sort of right beside the back door so can sneak in and out of class. (: SO... going back to the topic...

JOLENE a.k.a Maths Genius LIESL [lee-zel] a.k.a hardworking girl
BAXTER a.k.a Entertainment guy YOURS TRULY a.k.a THE slacker
KAIYUAN a.k.a homework person SARAH a.k.a the person to talk to

Yeah, I sort of love my seat. Just for extra info, Baxter is also extremely hardworking so maybe by sitting with these smart asses and homework pros, I hope to improve my grades. If that is even possible.

P.S To all peeps who red until here. -I love ya! (:


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Sunday, April 08, 2007

ANNOUNCEMENT: I finally found enough time to create a new blog that is working. I was so damn busy playing games doing homework. (:

LOL. Today was so fun. I went conoeing with my friends. Splash water here and there. LOL. And the most miracle thing was that I didn't get wet. LOL. And I was targeted la! Good thing too. I so didn't bring ex-tra clothes. I want to buy new FBTs! Anybody whose free want to go suntec and buy with me? LOL. ok, currently you can see that I love the word LOL alot. LOL. OK, it's proven. ***. I shan't use it again. [For people who don't get it, no, the three stars aren't a bad word.]

Oh ya! Let me talk about something I have been arguing over with a mystery person. Prostitution. That word shouldn't be new to you. I hope not. If you are, then you're a little princess living in a oh-so-perfect world. And btw, I have nothing against naive princesses, I wish I was one. Seriously, then I won't need to work my brain that much. Anyway. So ya, I was arguing, what's wrong with it? Ya, at first glance, there's "DISASTER" written over that little word. Ya, it's wrong, it's unholy, it's immoral, it's blah blah blah. But seriously, have you ever thought of what might led to it? Do you know prostitution is like one of the earliest jobs existed in this world of ours? Not exactly like prostitution now, but prostitution all the same, if you defined "prostitution". I mean like, nowadays, people think they're oh-so highclass, and looking down on so-called "dirty jobs". Just for clarification, I'M NOT A PROSTITUTE, AND NO, I'M NOT THINKING THAT AS A CARRER. I'm just speaking up for the people who're prejudiced. Just being prostitute doesn't certify that the person is dangerous or whatever stupid things weird people may think, it just means they have to work that job, for what reason, do you know? Have you ever talked to them before? So angry, that mystery person was like accusing them la, I was majorly pissed. ):

Anyway. I still have a whole lot of things to do!!!
CME project
maths assgn 1
chinese exam!!!
history stupid qn no offense to dhs history teachers

I better go and do homework now, unless I wanna have my ass whacked by my mom. Bye! Muacks! -Love ya for reading my bull**** [that's a bad word]


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