Hello people!! Sorry I skipped a day... But there's nothing really to write about my life... Gosh, I sound so emo, must be because of the song I'm listening. Oh yah, and if haven't noticed, I've put up a list of songs in my blog, they'll take a little while to load, so don't be surprised if the song stops half way and then continue again... Since I've nothing to do, I shall post my scores for the IDMI test...
Interpersonal 0
Linguistic 4
Visual & Spatial 4
Musical 4
Intrapersonal 0
Logical / Mathematical 3
Kinesthetic 4
Natrualist 0
My results changed drastically from last year, I just hope that my group members will rock! =)) Looking at my results, I feel like they're very extreme!!! all is either high or 0... Am i
THAT extreme? I don't think so! I'm buried in homework/projects!!! How am I gonna survive through this? Although I know I won't die from this... =)) I'm just so tired of living this lfie... you know, just wanna drop down and wait for the sky to fall. I mean like seriously, even if you do all this, won't you just die and rot away in god-knows-where six feet underground. Why do humans choose the hard way of living life? And why are the younger generations customed to follow the tradition? Slog and Slog all day... Humans love doing it the hard way. Why not just sit back and relax and share the earth? That sounds like a within-reach fairytale to me. Ok, I shall stop complaining here. Yup, life's unfair. Fairness is too subjective it anyway. Nod your head if you understand what crap I'm saying. *NOD* See, you aren't that stupid! haha... ok I'm lame.
Yesterday for the first time in my whole freakin' life, I had to sit in the first row!!! With Kian Ming... it wasnt' that bad and I realised that he's scared of tickles... =.="" I mean like seriously, he pratically jumped when I poked him. At least his wasnt' all bones, it's not nice poking Baxter, too bony. =)) Today I sat back with Baxter again. Liesl and Kaiyuan told me they were bored to death when Michelle and Xinyue didn't turn around to talk to them... haizz.. they're the class quietest people!! But they're nice so who cares if they talk! haha. Mr. Tan told me today that I cannot talk to Baxter, Liesl or Kaiyuan during maths lesson if not I can't learn anything.. quite true, maybe that's why my maths grades are dropping!!! Today the quiz
I LOST A FREAKIN' 3 WHOLE MARKS! Let me complain cause I could have gained those marks!! =((( I'm gonna practise my maths like damn freakin' hard so that I won't fall behind! JIAYOU TO MYSELF! I'm so pathetic man. Today, when I was walking home, lots of people looked at me like I was a freak cause my hair was all messed up, my long bangs was covering my face and the back the was messy. Even I couldn't see clearly... maybe cause I was looking down when I was walking... Freak huh? Isn't everyone a freak in their own way? Or am I too normal that I'm a freak to them? Then when I was crossing through Orchard Rd, I saw the advert that everyone's talking about.. the "NO SMOKING" then the woman's mouth is all sores and stuff? Yeh, Then I was like looking at it and talking to myself: If a person could have that much sore, they'd be dead, who'd be taking a photoshoot at a time like this? It's lame and the sores aren't even disgusting..." Then this woman who was walking infront me, turned around and looked back then walked faster away. Am I that scary? It's like everyone's avoiding me. HAIZZ.. luckily for me I can block them out. One personal reason that I wear my headphones is so that I can block out the pathetic things happening in this stupid world... I don't wanna hear nor see them, I can't stand it... Look at the clock, see the second hand? It's ticking slowly away... and what are we doing again? Slogging our ass off for marks that won't even count if you'll go to heaven or hell. We're wasting our life away. Slowly. By each second our bodies are getting older and we're approaching death. Life's not full of contradiction. It IS a contradiction by itself. We live to die. Enjoy life? How? We're not even living life. We're just walking down a path that will eventually lead to death. Have you ever done something that you won't mind doing for the REST OF YOUR LIFE? I don't think so. We're just rotting away on this mother earth and waiting for the time to take us in its stride. Haizz, I guess it's life. I'm getting tired of trying to understand or living its best. Come take me, I'm waiting.
