Hey people! There's actually nothing to do today so I shall just post my blog! For the first time, I'm actually infront of homework! Anyway... So what happened today? Actually nothing happened today. Yesterday I was sick. Geez. Humans are so fragile. My head was like going to break. Dizzy like don't know what. I was like clutching my head when I was sleeping. [according to my sister.] *Thinks* There's nothing to say...... Life's boring.

What to do? There's nothing much to do these days except homework and more homework. I'm just like getting myself into whole heap of troublesome things. It should have been easy but it isn't. I don't think it's gonna get better anyway. So I shall talk about what I wanna talk about.
Hmm... You know, I can't find a way to describe it properly. It's like this crawling feeling... that just goes on inside. I don't know how or why. I know it just happens. I wish it'll just like disappear but it just continue. Now I know the meaning of never-ending. Thanks alot. I mean I'm fading away each day. Fading more and more. There's no hand to catch. But it's much better this way I guess. Rather than catch a hand then being shrugged off by it. It's not only a cold world, it's a better one. Why? We weren't born with hatred in our hearts. We aren't, right? I've always believe that fact. I will continue to believe it. You can't prove me wrong. You can only prove me right. That's only ironic things are. When you can't prove things right, you'll think it's wrong. People do not have the good fortune to keep faith, they're only entitled to be suspiscious of other people. Tell me, were there ever a time when you think you can completely trust a person and could be their best friend? They were times like those. When we're young. Just one second of introduction and we could be off tickling each other like crazy and both of the us don't care. Why? Cause you're my best friend. Remember? "A circle, it goes on forever, and that's how long we'll be together." That's how I keep faith. Every human being have this innocent. It's just a matter of it disappearing into nothingness, or being kept up by walls of lies or just pure innocence. Which are you?

Not that I really care. I really don't. I'm just telling you stuff you should know. Don't tell me, you've never been suspicious of anybody? Well that's good for you, cause it can mean two things: 1;you've been cheated even without knowing you're cheated.Naive. 2;so far, you met alot of good people. Those are rare nowadays. Really rare. No one's totally good you know? As I told everyone a million times. If a coin can have 2 sides, why can't a person have 2 sides too? A person actually have several sides. Well, I haven't found a way to get rid of the scratchy little thing in my heart. Maybe it was irritated by the fact or way human lives. Maybe I'm the only one who have any faith left. Not faith in anyone or anybody, but faith in faith itself. Or am I the one without the faith? Such irony. Life sucks.

♥undefined. 9:24 pm