I'm am so freakin' sorry. This blog is like so damn abandoned. So I'll shall update you on my june holidays and my current life. Shall feed with enough things! =))

Well June holidays were spent doing some boring stuff. I went to vietnam and china during the hols too. It was hell of a fun! =)) But now, school has reopened and school life has taken its toll on me. Day in day out I've been feeling very troubled. I don't even know why I'm troubled. PMS? Can't be. Got troubles? Like? Feel tired? HOW? So yah, I am feeling troubled over the fact that I'm troubled. *sigh* How lame can I get?

Anyway, I cut my hair today, don't know why but felt that the growing thing infront of my face was getting troublesome... now my hair looks like shit. Anyway, I don't know why but I recently feel less and less interest in all the things revolving around me now. I mean like, I have no interest in anything that I'm doing. It's like just a waste of time. It's all going to fade anyway, isn't it? I really don't know what to do, somebody please tell me. I feel like I'm going to die anytime. Do all people who're gonna die get this type of feeling? I wish... there's nothing in this world that needs me anymore.

*sigh* Sorry for the emo words... but I just don't feel happy... I don't feel sad. I guess I don't feel anything anymore... Sorry, I really shouldn't be talking about this. What am I thinking about anyway? I should be the happy-go-lucky girl just I used to be. =))

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