I'm mega-ly pissed today. I don't know why. Everything that frustrated just came out popping today when I was talking the Yunzhen on the way home. I mean like what's so wrong with just wanting to learn a new thing! *sigh* I don't even know what to do, I'm just so fed up with everything. And in the end, it's my fault. It's ALWAYS MY fault. I'm always the one that needs to change. Change my attitude, change my thinking, change my LIFE. Have you ever thought for me? What I want to do? It's not like I'll waste money, Just that I want to do what I LOVE. What's so wrong with THAT!

I'm finding less and less meaning living this life of mine. There's nothing to live for... I know I'm more fortunate than others, just that I want to do what I wanna do. Not what YOU want me to do. Why must I change? Why can't you just accept me for who I am? I am selfish, ignorant, self-centered, insensitive. But that's me. Why can't you just acknowledge it?

"People are all the same, we only get judged by what we do. If I'm ugly then so are you."

♥undefined. 8:55 pm