I'M IN 3E. OFFICIALLY.
AND I officially got high fever.

WHY! Now my head hurts so much like it's gonna break apart any time soon. And my whole body is on fire. It burns everywhere and I'm not exaggerating. Oh well. Humans come with sickness, I'm not in the position to complain.

So anyway, these are my classmates:

Chia Hui Xiang 2A
Leung Shan Zhi 2A
Bryan Chua 2A

Tan Ying Glad 2B
Woo Yun Zhen 2B
Yang Meng Ying 2B
Daren Leong 2B
Sean Teo 2B

Iris Tan 2C
Kellie Kok 2C
Jie Min 2C

Wei An 2D
ME 2D
Jia Xin 2D

Ho Kah Min 2E
Loh Ya Xin 2E
Wong Jia Ying 2E

Maureen Lio 2F
Wang Jun Yan 2F
Zhong Jing Jie 2F

Lu Hui Ying 2G
Zeng Jin Qing 2G

Laura Tan 2H
Ng Guang Yi 2H
Keith Woh 2H

Khor Yen Chen 2I
Lin Wan Ting 2I

Shermain Lim 2J
Sim Yi Zhen 2J
Chleo Teo 2J
Andrew Fung 2J
Yan Jian Feng 2J

Ong Tze-Tjie 2L
Oon Li Yu 2L

Well, that's about it. I know some of them. I don't know most of them.

♥undefined. 6:07 pm

Today I was out buying stuff and went to the airport to meet yunzhen and fawn only to find out that they were waiting for luo somethingsomething. forgive me, I cannot remember names for god's sake. So I rolled my eyes. LOL. Anyway, today was like the most boring day? Yeah, going out is boring, staying home is fun. =] Now let's move on to stupid tests I did today.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

When I saw this, I was like "I think so too~!"

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world.

Does it fit me? Maybe! =]

You Are 80% Sociopath

The good news is that you're devastatingly charming. The bad news? You mostly use those charms for evil!

I'm 80% crazy??

♥undefined. 5:35 pm

Silence is all I hear.
Silence is all I'll get.

I can hear the deafening silence. For how long? How long have I been sitting here staring at nothing in particular. Oh look, the tree swayed again. The wind had been blowing from the east for the past few hours. How long exactly? The clock ticks away while I stay corpsed in my room. The only sound I can hear is the beating of my heart pumping life in my ribcage. I can't help but think how ridiculous that such a small thing should control our entire life.

I'm the biggest mistake in your life.
The regret that is here to stay.
I'm the stained blood on the heaven's knife.
The price that you've yet to pay.

I'm the black spot on the ashen parchment.
The permanent ink that's forever there.
I'm the devil sinned without judgments,
The guilt that creeps through everywhere.

I'm that scar on your immaculate skin,
The ashamed memory that hides deep within.
I'm the frown amidst all the smiles,
The hideous truth among all the lies.

I'm the pebble that limps your foot,
The molehill that trips your hoof.
I'm the only troublesome kid in the class,
The horrible past no one ever seem to get pass.

I'm the hole in the perfect ground.
The treasure that can't be found,
The curse that you can't break,
The only mistake you'll ever make.

P.S I should REFRAIN from writing poems.

♥undefined. 8:21 pm

Well. I've decided to... become a loner. Well I guess it might help in many ways, but I've always thought, "How do I find group members like that?" Haha.. Ok, That was a bad joke.

Well, it wouldn't hurt to become enclosed to the world nowadays, would it..? A secret revealed is a weakness known. *sigh* Let's just say this world is horrid. Filthy. Disgusting. What word could fit it more? And humans are ugly. No wonder they try so hard to be beautiful. I'm ugly.

Did you pay attention to the little girl that passes here everyday?
The girl that walked this route without fail.
The girl with black hair and even blacker eyes.
The girl that always wore a broken smile.

Have you ever noticed the little girl who used to talk to you?
The girl who talked with everyone she met on the street too.
The girl that talked about her dreams in life.
The girl whom told you her favourite things were knifes.

Can you remember what the little girl's habits were?
The girl whose favourite word was "never".
The girl who liked to drum her fingers nonstop.
The girl who'll always smile and say, "Dreams are never fullstops."

Can you?
Have you?
Could you?
Would you?

You can.
But you haven't.
You could.
But you won't.

P.S. This wasn't meant to be a poem, but oh well. Words spill unnecessarily in my brain.

♥undefined. 9:06 pm

Well. it's been practically a month since I last updated. I'm not guilty. Noone's reading anyway. But since my friend wanted to visit my blog, I guess I should update my blog in courtesy of him. Thank me, EeSheen. =))

Life is still life. Such a mundane thing. My homework is untouched. I wish for my hands to get cracking and my brain to start its procession business but I guess they were dead since the exams finished. Oh well.

Now I don't even feel a thing anymore. Should I call it fast adaptation or numb to changes? I don't know. But now, to me, waking up is the same as sleeping. While eating I can't even taste if the food's nice anymore. Am I sick of life? Nah, that can't be it, I've still got so many things I wanna do in life. Just that, there's so emotional jab there anymore. No excitement fills my life. The feelings are just at the bay I guess. No tides rushing out anymore, just calm waves overlapping one another.

Today I waited for my mum outside the operating theatre and got extremely bored so I stared at the sign "Opearating theatre" and went right into stoning. Then the nurse had to come and shake me to tell me to go in... LOL. I really went off into another dimension, huh?

During those highlights of my life, I remember you. I miss you so much, it hurts to feel alive.

♥undefined. 3:37 pm