THE FIRST DAY OF school 3E.

Well I must state honest fact, I really don't feel like a senior, year 3, going-to-be 16. I don't know what I feel like, but I don't feel like I grew. This just makes me shiver how time can numb your sensitivity against it.

In a blink, we're year 3. In a blink, our classmates are wearing long pants. In a blink, we've only got 4 less than 4 years left in DunmanHigh. Don't you feel that the wheels are turning too fast? Our honeymoons years in year 1 and year 2 were spent so freely that we didn't realise how much we were caught up with the flow of time we didn't see it pass by. Now that we're in year 3, what are we going to do? The irony of it all made me realise how much time I threw away.

When was the last time I chose to concentrate on my homework?
When was the last time when I actually cared about my grades?
When was the last time I was afraid that I would hand up my homework late?
When was the last time I was actually considered a good student at all?

Thinking over all these things made me regret one fact : I was actually in fact wasting my life.

I wanna make it good this year. I hope I'll stick to my decisions.

I'd like to thank all my friends who've been there for me. Be it whether we're in the same school or not. I'd like to thank my sister who was there to scold me for all the stupid twists and turns I've blindly made. I'd like thank my mum who nagged at me enought to install a body clock in my body.

I've made new friends through the years. Definitely. And I've drifed away from some. Definitely. Even though I may be forgetful. I'd definitely never forgot how happy I was with you all. Ending of year 2, I've gained a whole new friendship. =]] Thanks.

-Nyein,
I'll be missing you --really.

♥undefined. 4:18 pm