It has been one whole week since I last updated and I'm so sick of my blog skin now. Should I change it? I think I should. Well, it can still wait for later...

So anyway.... I'm feeling bored after this morning's erhu lesson. *sigh* Wls is contradicting again. I mean who becomes good at one second and deprove drastically in the next second? Why did I ever think that I could ever become musically good? *sigh* There's alot of things to sigh about today.

Life's become mundane and boring. Actually, it has always been boring, but it has become downright tasteless these few days. "high" isn't that high anymore and repetitions has become a routine in life. I don't know what to do now. Things are just flashing past my eyes, and I've become too lazy to catch any of them. I guess there's no use sitting there and let things go right under your nose. There's really nothing to question anymore. About good or evil. About right and wrong. About clean and soil. About good and taboos.

It doesn't really matter to me anymore. Never did and never had.I really miss you. Really did. That wet pillow proves it all.

P.S. I love you.

♥undefined. 2:46 pm