Oh hey! Hi! Do you even understand how bloody bored I am at home. Alone at home with bloody pills. How many pills do you want me to each per time?! URGH! (sound of frustration).
Three bloody reasons I need to go to school on Thursday for:
1. I have Empire of the Sun test. (test not in class, in the lecture!!)
2. I have bloody alumni practice. (it's kinda compulsory.)
3. I only went to school for one day in this entire week!!
*sigh*I hate being so weak. Especially in health. The doctor say I have gastric, malnutrition (I'm not from 3rd world you know?) and low blood pressure. And he gave me bloody 3 days off. Only that friday was a public holiday and I don't need mc. =(( Maybe I shouldn't have skipped meals. But, I'm getting fatter and fatter everyday. Even
you said so. But the doctor looked at me and said, "Holy Father! (he's a Christian.) You looked like a vampire sucked blood out of you." Nice sense of humour doc. =.=""
Missing -- a sense of longing to something or someone. An event perhaps?
I never seemed to be able to grasp the feeling of missing something or someone. I never do. Cause I know that one day I'll have to leave everyone, not the other way round. Some people will leave me, they always do. But when then comes a time when I'm gone, I know I'll be one doing the leaving. If I happened to die now, I can just picture my funeral, if my sister is kind enough to give me one. LOL. My family, their friends, maybe some of my friends who are close enough to me, will be standing infront my tombstone saying their last prayers for me. Masu will just be looking sad. Tough cookie. Big sis will be crying her eyes out. Poor her. Brother will just look away. Softie at heart. And my niece will just be calling out my name. Lol. Kids. My mum will.. cry? I don't know. As for my friends, a few will cry. Just don't wanna say the names. Maybe Yunzhen and Esther will come. Haha.
Ok I'm officially sick. Why am I picturing my own funeral. That's way sick. Think happy thoughts! Oh well. I'll just go and watch anime. Did I tell you all? D-Gray Man is nice! =))
You know I can't say yes.
♥undefined. 11:32 pm